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anw. a big welcome to the councillors n tchrs. i left my belly dancing lesosn halfway.. supp to meet carrie at chi garden at 935.. i went out of theh dance studio.. looked at my hp n realised shit i was gonna b late. i looked up.. n realised SHIT it was raining heavily. i called carrie.. den o.O talk halfway got super desperate. i went up to this guy who was wif his 2 sons.. n hitched a ride. omgg. he wasnt v happy la. but still he sent me to jurong east mrt. anw im super super grateful to him la. if not i wld b drenched walking in the rain.. n very late too.
patricia came along too. yayy. the trip there was ok la. i wonder if it was just me or the whole mrt carriage was realli warm. carrie was super anxious n guilty haha. tsk tsk cos of wad she had done on tues la. n pat kept making fun of her.
finalli we reached. the arrival hall was stuffy. gave me a headache. celeste leonard siyun were there too. when the whole grp finalli arrived.. celeste was waving like siao at them wif her jacket la omg o.O while me n carrie stuck ourselves to the pillar. at 1st i was feeling rather neutral. until the smses n calls kinda got me disturbed n nervous. i realli din noe wad to do la. but it was realli great to see all of them. the 1st thing mr leow did across the glass was to show me the 2 initials. i expected tt. i even knew which initials he was gonna form 1st n who he was gonna refer me to 1st.
n omg chian lim was telling me us abt wad benja did when they were picking mandarin oranges. hahaha damn sweet la. mr chua kept asking me who i came to receive. some other ppl asked me tt too i think. n i said no one. realli wad. but i got my ans aft tt i think.
i realli realli realli wanted to stay over at the airport de. i even told my parents. at 1st hanyang was gonna stay wif me n carrie. den he got dragged by mr leow to go home. den mr leow made me n carrie go home too. i still cant believe he called weiming for me. when he heard tt we wanted to stay at the airport he was like "eh call weiming". like o.O ok..
i was just damn sad la. anw thanks to benja n his dad for sending me carrie n pat home. i was thinking n worrying a lot on the way back. n realli realli thanks to carrie for helping. yahh she has been of a lot of help. n now thinking of the methods she taught me to make choices.. esp tt spinning bottle n throwing die.. ya those crap.. woahhhh freaking accurate can omg. my choice was one thing. the results were the other. anw carrie even wanted to accompany me to my condo for some stuff.. den take cab home aft tt. woah i was realli touched la. she realli goes all out to help.
i think it was my first time welcoming ppl back at the airport. at least i think so. it was a v v v good experience la. means a lot to me lo. b4 their arrival.. there was another flight arrival. woh n could realli feel tt super happy atmosphere.. parents so so glad to see their children come back. but for ours.. hmm okok la. think i was kinda numbed. n v sad. haha. nvm.
my mom wanted me to go with her for a walk at chi garden early tmr morning. i came back in a bad mood n said no. but i think i shd realli go. i still got lots of stuff to think abtn sort out. ah tts if i can wake up. itz 2am already.
n im still so burnt. i went to my poolside to suntan ytd. 11am-1pm. n i got burnt. at 1st like nothing de. went home den realised woah so red. ok la luckily i covered my face most of the time. but my stomach there is so red la. it has been hurting like siao for damn long.
anw the day was rather nice la. got a lot of my random fotos developed. woah nice. 43 of them.. supp to have 58. haha cos din select all. ya gonna paste them all on my table.
wushu trng was ok la. hafnt seen this coach for quite some time le. n yeah he has become A LOT more irritating. but still yeah trng was ok. cos finalli there was more team spirit.
my house at choa chu kang has finalli been sold! yeah my parents made a loss of 28000 bucks la. itz a lot.. but phew at least itz one load off my family.
n im happier cos my mom is happier. ok at least for now.
im oso kinda glad tt my indecisiveness is gone! =D now ppl wun be irritated wif me cos i can now decide. haha. now i just hafta settle those stuff.
n pls tell me im so dead. i hafnt been doing any work. argh.
i haf tmr left to do my work. n i noe im not gonna do it. oops.
this is a super long entry. but at least im feeling better already.
anw i feel loved haha. i haf my teammates! yayy. esp phyllis hweeting carrie. n schmates. yeah even though din realli talk to many of them at the airport.. said hi.. shook hands.. think onli hugged bryan. cos he was the onli 1 who realli came over i think. anw it was realli nice just seeing them ba.
i still cant forget this. "but yeah do love yourself more. treat yourself abit better. and take the backseat for a while time and again to see the doors that open for you, whenever others close in your face. take care. " from kelvin. yupp. i suddenly thought of it.. bcos i was just wondering.. if there r now doors tt open for me.. n i do see them.. do i hafta walk thru? later walk wrong how. n i haf no idea wad r beyond those doors. =/ haha. nvm. but yayyy at least there r opening doors now.
o.O n i feel love from my cat too. haha. she has been sitting around waiting for me to go slp. so sweet la. she has been waiting for quite long le. so i shd go slp.
goodnight everyone.
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